"out-fo"

i seldom do this, hang out with friends. i feel very passive when it comes to hanging out. but almost everytime i hang out, i enjoy it and learn a lot from my friends. i was recently introduced a new word, i dont think it exists in the dictionary, it's called "Out-Fo". heard it from wansim. according to her, it is from the words "out of focus". you can use it when your picture is actually out of focus. or you can use it when your brain goes blank. i also think it can be used on a wider scale, like, my current living situation.

this picture was taken by wansim. wansim, i think this post should be dedicated to you- without the pic and new word, they'll be no new post. haha... wansim wants to sell art on the streets of venice. i think its so romantic. and courageous to even say it out loud. i wish i had the guts to say "i want to be a war photographer" a few years back when i really wanted to become one. well, dreams change- a bit too easily in my case. she also gave me this brilliant book by paul arden called "its not how good you are, its how good you want to be". back of the book, it says "... a bible to the talented and timid.." thanks wansim, i take that as a compliment. haha... its such a bold book, i instantly feel braver after reading the book, which i finished in one go. ok, back to the picture, this is a portrait. of me. searching through the city and entering/escaping (?) into the wild, me and a camera. my head down, looking carefully each and every step i take, so fearful to fall down. i feel out-foed, yet on my shirt there's a smiley face.